It's Been A While....

Wow. I honestly cannot believe that it has been so long since our last post. At this point, I am not even sure if people continue to check our site....Time just seems to have a way of slipping by and before we know it, it's two and a half months later. Parker continues to do very well. He had an amazing summer and spent a lot of time with family and some friends. It was such a great feeling to feel somewhat "normal" again. However, as the winter season slowly approaches we are already finding ourselves spending a lot more time indoors and much more isolated. This makes me feel sad for Parker because he has really enjoyed a lot of freedom that he experienced over the summer and rightfully so. I am hopeful that by next year at this time, Parker will be experiencing many more firsts in his life and not have the limitations he has now. It will be such an incredible feeling to be able to go back to work again and for Parker to hopefully be out in the "real" world.....

I have decided to post a variety of pictures today since I really do not have that much to say and I know that people would probably rather see pictures of the little monkey anyways. We hope that this blog finds everyone healthy and well and that those celebrating Halloween have a safe and fun night! I will definitely post some pictures of Parker in the next few days in his costume.

Ciao

The 2008 SCID Picnic!

Sunday was a very exciting day for us as we were able to bring Parker to the annual SCID picnic. We missed last year as we were in Italy. Parker did attend the previous year, but with strict limitations as he was just a baby and had just gotten out of isolation at Sick Kids. It was such a great day and something that we were really looking forward to attending. It is always such a comfort to be surrounded by others who have shared a similar experience with their child(s) and to see doctors who dedicate their lives caring for these very special children. Parker was very lucky to have his Nonna, Nonno, Auntie Franni and cousin William join him as well. Although it was a chilly day, Parker still managed to go in the pool and down a slide or two. He was not too impressed with the slides though as you will notice in one picture where his feet are actually in the air at one point. However, being the trooper he is- he still managed to put on a smile after and swim with daddy a little longer.
I would also like to take this time to thank the Barry's Bay and Eganville community who had a fundraiser for Parker this past Sunday. We were sorry to have missed the event because of the SCID picnic. However, we would like to sincerely thank everyone who helped organize and support the event. We are extremely appreciative for all the support and generosity that we have received from others. My dad was raised in Barry's Bay and it is unbelievable to me how a community could still reach out and be so generous to a family that has not been living in the area for years. Here are a few pictures from our day on Sunday.

Where has the time gone?

First of all, we apologize for not having an entry in so long. To be honest, we have been trying our best to act as "normal" as possible within our boundaries. Parker continues to do very well. He is really enjoying this summer with his family and having the opportunity to spend as much time as he can with his cousins. Thankfully, everyone has remained healthy which has enabled us to be a lot more flexible with Parker and not remain indoors like we did all winter. Parker's numbers remain the same which can be discouraging at times. However, we are thankful that he has remained healthy with the numbers he has and we are hopeful that they will still continue to increase with more time. Today's entry is simply some pictures so that everyone can see what the little monkey has been doing. His biggest highlight has been swimming in his Nonna and Nonno's pool. We are very lucky that they agreed to keep the pool as clean as possible and not have anyone swim in it if they are sick so that Parker could fully enjoy it. I must say that he is a complete natural in the water and has absolutely no fear of it which I guess can be good and bad. Parker is such a thrill seeker that he really has no fear of anything... We thank everyone for continuing to keep Parker in their thoughts and prayers and feel so blessed that so many people still continue to check our blog despite our long delay in writing. We hope that everyone is enjoying a relaxing and healthy summer with their family and friends.

We are Blessed...

Golfing "Fore" Parker was a huge success and I feel that the best way to express our emotions and heartfelt thanks is to share with everyone the speech I wrote for the event. We are truly blessed.....

A lot of people measure success by the job they have, the car they drive or the amount of money they have sitting in their bank account. Since the birth of our precious son, Parker, success has taken a much more significant meaning for our family. To us, our success as parents has been giving Parker a fighting chance at life and doing whatever it takes to ensure that this happens. We quickly learned as parents that although material things and luxuries are a bonus in life- they mean absolutely nothing if you do not have the health of your family members to share it with. From the moment Parker was born, he changed our life forever. Before we even knew Parker was sick, we did know that we would always do everything in our power to protect him and love him unconditionally.

When we found out that Parker was very sick it felt like our worlds had been turned upside down. We were two young parents with two good jobs. We were living in a nice, new home and were surrounded by family and friends who could not wait to play a significant role in our baby's life. It felt like our "perfect" world had fallen apart in a matter of seconds and completely surreal. The immediate sense of denial and that there was no way this could possibly be happening to us were initial emotions we experienced. Although this confusion, anger and sadness were upon us, we knew we had to be strong for this sweet innocent baby who was counting on us to help save his life. So that is what we attempted to do. With every ounce of our beings, we focussed on trying to make Parker remain as healthy as possible and infection free.

From the very beginning, Parker has always been a very special little boy- our miracle baby. He has beaten most odds and has been fighting a disease that most children succumb to by the age of 2. Besides his obvious problem of being born without an immune system, Parker is essentially a very normal and happy two year old. We are extremely fortunate that he does not experience any of the negative side effects such as hearing loss, neurological issues or failure to thrive that are often associated with SCID.

For those of you who are blessed to be parents you can relate to me when I say that there is nothing in this world that you would not do for your children. I would give up my life in a heartbeat for Parker and never think twice about doing it. We have tried to do our best for Parker. We both took a two year leave from our jobs as teachers and were extremely diligent in keeping Parker as protected as possible. However, this would not be possible without the support and love from people like you. We will never be able to express the gratitude and appreciation we have for everyone who has enabled us to help give Parker a normal life. We are so blessed to be surrounded by such positive energy, love and generosity. For this we will always be extremely thankful.

We would like to thank a few people who have made this event so successful today. First of all to Anna for planning this event to begin with. We are so appreciative of everything that you and our family have done for us. Even with your own health issues recently you have still done everything in your power to make sure that this event happened and we thank you and love you very much.

Laura- thank-you so much for offering to help Anna from the get go. You have been friends with Kevin for many years and the gift of a true friend is something that we are all blessed to experience in a lifetime. Your dedication and all the time you and your family and friends have put into this is very much appreciated.

Shannon- well you were always the big sister I always wanted and I have always looked up to you. Your support and love has proven that no matter how much time lapses amongst friends- a true friend will always shine through when you need it. Thank-you so much for everything that you and your family has done to make this day.

Josephine- We are blessed that Parker has such amazing godparents. Time and time again you always try to find a way to help keep us going. Thank- you so much for everything that you and Kyle do for our family.

Lastly to my parents and family for their continued love and support and all of the hard work they put into the success of this event as well.

I know that there are many other people who have helped by either selling tickets, graciously donating items or volunteering their time to make this day so special. So many of you traveled a great distance on a Sunday of all days to show your support to our family. We sincerely thank each and every one of you for sharing in this day and making it possible.

May 18th marked a very special day for our family- one year since Parker had his gene therapy. Although, we still have a ways to go, we do know that Parker will eventually live a very normal life. This is all we have ever wanted and prayed for and we will continue to ensure that such a brave and precious little boy fulfills every dream that we all have for him.
Thank- you so much.

Happy 1 year Anniversary Parker!

I would like to begin by apologizing for the long delay in an entry. We have been so busy for the past few weeks and have literally had very little time to sit down and write a blog. I know that there are many people who are very faithful in reading about Parker and genuinely care and worry when they have not seen an entry in a while, so I apologize for that.
We just returned from Italy on Sunday night after a two week follow up visit for Parker. We had a wonderful time in Italy and it was so nice and comforting to see so many familiar faces again. Our travel to and from Italy was a little more eventful this year with delays and stolen luggage. However, we are now home safe and with a lot of encouraging news!
Parker is doing well clinically and is definitely responding positively to the gene therapy treatment. We are still waiting for a lot of his bone marrow results to come back, but his doctor in Italy remains very optimistic about Parker and the progress he has made to date. Although, Parker's numbers remain nowhere near normal, the function of his cells is excellent which is extremely important. This past year has been very difficult for us on many different levels and it was such a great feeling to hear some optimistic and encouraging news about Parker. Dr. Aiuti has reduced some of the restrictions we have been practicing with Parker which is wonderful news. For the first time, Parker has actually been given the green light to play with his cousins and friends as long as they are not sick with something that could potentially harm him. Therefore, we must still continue to protect Parker, but unlike before he is actually allowed to see other children as long as they are well. This is fantastic as Parker is at an age now where he needs to interact and socialize with children developmentally. With time, more conclusive results and further improvement, Parker will eventually be able to lead a very normal life which is all that we care about. We have time and as long as Parker will be o.k then we are prepared to do whatever it takes to ease his transition into living a normal and healthy life. May 18th marked Parker's one year anniversary of having gene therapy. It is crazy to think that one year has gone by. We are so thankful and blessed for all of Parker's doctors who dedicate their time and life to children who are severely immune compromised. They are such incredible people and we will be forever grateful for everything they have done for our son and us as parents of a sick child. Dr Aiuti is such a brilliant man and we could never thank him enough for essentially giving Parker a fighting chance at life. Sick kids is the most amazing hospital and we have so much respect and gratitude for Parker's doctors and nurses. We are so fortunate to have such an amazing facility close by lead by such an incredible medical team.
I would like to also thank everyone who has supported us to date through this journey. We are extremely lucky to have such an incredible support network and to be surrounded by so much love and positive energy. So many people have made such a difference in our life and we thank everyone who has helped us financially or emotionally for your support.
There are still some tickets left for the golf fundraiser being held on June 1. If you are still interested, but have not purchased tickets yet, please e-mail golfingforparker@gmail.com before it is too late. This is going to be an incredible day!
I am leaving you with some images from our trip. Please continue to keep Parker in your thoughts and prayers. While we were in Italy we met our friends from the United States and their son who will be having his treatment in the next couple of weeks. We had such a wonderful time with them and wish them all the best as they begin this next chapter of their journey. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers as well.
Happy Anniversary Parker. You are loved by so many people on so many different levels. You will never know just how much you have touched the lives of so many. God bless!

Ciao!

Sunny Days!

It's amazing how the change in weather can drastically improve one's overall mood. Parker and I have been taking full advantage of all this beautiful weather we have been granted with this week. Having been cooped up and indoors for the winter, it is like a whole new world for us. Parker just loves the fresh air and going for walks. We have been going for some nice long walks each day and it has been great for Parker to see so many new things. He loves to point at things along the way especially mail boxes! Last night we played outside while daddy barbecued for us. This was a highlight for Parker. He absolutely loved being in the backyard and definitely expended a lot of energy before bed! I think he particularly liked hearing the voices and laughs of children in their backyards as well. It often makes me sad when Parker sees other children because he is so memorized by them. It is almost like he goes into a trance as he stares at them and laughs at their actions. Although he is never around little people his age much, he absolutely loves to be in their presence. When I think of the day that we are given a green light for Parker to be a child, it brings tears to my eyes. I desperately want him to enjoy every part of life that a two year old should. I know that he is going to be such a caring and special friend to so many people. I hope that his energy, happiness and laughter are qualities that he continues to carry with him as he continues to grow!
We are hoping to get Parker some sort of activity set to play on outside very soon. It is just too stressful to try and take him to the park and carefully lysol all areas of a swing before he is able to use it. It is also very difficult to gage an optimum time to take him. I also find it taxing when people watch me as I lysol down his swing and ask me why I am doing that. I know that people are genuine and have the best intentions and do not mean anything negative when they are asking or staring- they are simply curious. However, sometimes I feel like I am at the point where I just don't want to have to explain why I am doing it because then it makes me sad. It makes me feel sad that my sweet, precious little boy has to take so many precautions just to go on a swing that is second nature to most children. Parker absolutely loves going on the swing. He laughs the entire time and has a smile that never fades and then of course cries when he has to go home...
On Monday, I had a special treat and went into my work for the first time in almost two years. I really miss my job. I absolutely love teaching and have always expressed that I cannot wait until the day when I can eventually go back. I did not really realize just how much I missed it until I went back. There was such comfort going back to such a familiar place, surrounded by colleagues and friends who know and care so much about Parker. It made me feel so good to know that I have so much support at my work. Everyone was telling me how they keep up with the blog and genuinely expressed their hopes that our family would soon be able to live a "normal" life again. I want to thank everyone for their kindness and support. I had a fantastic visit and cannot wait for everyone to eventually meet Parker one day!
Lastly, I would like to remind everyone that tickets are still being sold for the golf fundraiser. If you are interested in purchasing tickets then please e-mail the site soon. Parker's Nonna and friends have been working very hard to make this event successful and I know that it will alleviate a lot of stress when they can focus on other aspects of the fundraiser besides ticket sales. Individuals and families have also expressed interest in sponsoring holes, so I also wanted to emphasize that it does not have to be a company to do this. Anyone can sponsor a hole at the tournament. We sincerely appreciate everyone's support to us. It means so much to us and words could never do justice to express our sincere gratitude.
For tickets, to sponsor a hole or donate a prize, please e-mail:

golfingforparker@gmail.com

We hope that everyone has a safe and beautiful week-end. It is crazy to think that in such a short time we will be back in Italy. Please continue to keep Parker in your thoughts and prayers as he soon approaches his one year anniversary of gene therapy. He is a fighter!
Ciao!

Amazed and Blessed

Sometimes when I look at my little boy I am just so amazed by him and his journey so far in life. Lately, I have been thinking a lot about Parker, his life and all of the obstacles he has been challenged with and overcome. As a parent, there is nothing in this world I would not do for Parker. I love him with every ounce of my being and it is his precious smile, infectious laugh and zest for life that make me so proud to be his mommy. Parker is the strongest person I know. Whenever I find myself feeling down, I try to remind myself that it is Parker who has truly experienced all this pain and he is always happy. I am not quite sure how he does it, but I am so grateful that he does. It is amazing how a little person who has undergone so much in such a short life can always be so happy and content with life. Perhaps, this is because he does not know any different. I believe that this is simply his personality and that it does not take much to make him smile, laugh and be silly.
We are in the process of arranging our return visit to Italy for Parker's one year follow up tests. Although we are looking forward to visiting a place which was our home for 7 months, I am not looking forward to some of the invasive tests that Parker will have. It has been so nice only going to Sick Kids monthly and not having to watch Parker get so stressed out when they access his catheter. There is nothing worse than watching your child try to defend themselves as they look at you and wonder why you are not helping them.
Although, our journey with Parker has been extremely difficult, I do know that we are extremely fortunate and blessed that Parker is doing so well and thriving. He truly is a miracle and I try to count my blessings because our life could have been so much worse if Parker was not diagnosed when he was.
Life is precious. We all know this. However, sometimes it is just so easy to get caught up with life that we miss what we are truly living. I find myself doing this and that is why lately I try to just sit and watch my son as he discovers something new because I feel fortunate to have this opportunity with Parker- something which many parents do not have.
I am a worrier. Those who know me can attest to the fact that I worry about everything. Having a sick child has not helped this. However, I know that if I continue to worry about everything that could go wrong with Parker I am going to miss the present and all I can do is put my faith in a higher source that my family will continue to be protected and Parker will live a normal, healthy life when he is given the chance.
Reading this blog, I can see that it is more of a therapeutic entry than anything else. Some days, I just feel the need to write whether it makes sense or not. Today was one of those days and I guess my whole point is to enjoy today, enjoy the present and enjoy being surrounded by those who you feel blessed to be with and who amaze you too!
Ciao!

Not much new to report...

Well we must apologize for not updating the blog regularly lately. It is much more difficult with daddy working and mommy trying to occupy the little monkey. We had a wonderful Easter week-end or Pasqua as it is called in Italy. It was so nice to spend quality time as a family and we took advantage of our nice long week-end together. We hope that everyone reading also had a wonderful holiday week-end too! Yesterday was also a very special day for us as my husband and I celebrated our third anniversary and were actually able to go out for a nice dinner thanks to Nana and Gaga! We were unable to celebrate our first two anniversaries together for obvious reasons, so it was a special treat to do something nice together on our special day.

It is hard to believe that we will soon be getting ready for our trip back to Italy so that Parker may have his follow up tests. It is surreal at times to think that it has almost been one year since Parker received his treatment. When I think of everything we have accomplished and been through together as a family it really is mind boggling! We just pray that Parker will continue to do well and respond to the gene therapy positively. Each day that passes is one day closer to Parker living a much deserved normal life and that is very exciting. I am sorry that this is so short, but I must go and do a million things before the little guy wakes up from his nap. I will make sure that there is a blog sooner than later for everyone to read.

Ciao!

A Ride Home

It has been quite some time since I last wrote an article. Today, I find myself on the train on route to home from work. Work has been going very well, as I enjoy applying what I have learned that last couple of years. That said, there are definitely some things that I really miss about being home.

It is hard to believe how much Parker has grown and developed over the past couple of months. During the week I don't normally get home before 7pm, and as a result my time with my son is extremely limited. There are days when Parker is in bed by the time I get home, yesterday being one of those days. I could probably count the number of hours I spend with my son from Monday through Friday on one hand. I know this is probably very normal for most fathers; however, it is all very new to me and Parker.

This morning on the train, I called homed while waiting at Union station. The train was not very busy so I asked to speak with Parker since I knew he was fascinated with the phone. Although he normally just places the phone to his ear and listens attentively without responding, today we had a conversation. Every time I would ask him a question he would respond by rambling about something. Of course, I had no idea what he was saying but it was obvious to me that we were having our first conversation on the phone.

I also know it has been very difficult for my wife since I have returned to work. With it being extremely difficult to leave the house with Parker without someone else to help ensure he has not touched something that could get him sick she does find herself bound to the house for most of her days. We have been lucky, as her parents will usually give her a break for one to two hours to get some things done during the day.

Then there are the hospital days. There have been three occasions since I began working again in which I have not gone with my wife and Parker to the Hospital for Sick Children in Toronto. Parker's Gaga has been kind enough to take my place but I would much rather it be me with my wife and son during these difficult days. Thank-you Gaga for taking such good care our family!

The train. I figured the ride to work on the train each day would not pose much of a problem. But, as the man across from me coughs uncontrollably he reminds me that with each ride to and from work I place my son at risk my potentially becoming covered in germs. It has only been a month and a half but I have already been sick once. There is only so much hand washing can do. With that I have been contemplating driving to work each day. It would guarantee me a seat and ensure I do not get any unwanted germ-filled droplets projected toward me from the person a couple seats over who does not know that you don't get an award for having the loudest sneeze.

I should be arriving to my station shortly. Today is one of those special days where I will get to see my son for more than an hour when I return home. For that reason, I better sign off and make my way to the door so I can be one of the first off the train. The last thing I want is to be stuck on a crowd as the mob tries to make its way down the escalator.

Golfing "Fore" Parker

There are often many obstacles thrown at us in life. Some we are able to understand quite clearly and others often take a lifetime to try and figure out. If there is one thing that I have really learned to appreciate through our journey with Parker's disease is that everyone has a story. Some share their battles and struggles openly while others share pieces because the pain is often too fresh and the heartache too painful to put into words. We have tried our best these past two years to remain as positive as possible and to make Parker's life as normal as it can be given our situation. As parents, we have made many decisions to create a lifestyle for Parker that would be safe despite what it would mean on many different levels. These decisions have consequently lead to many changes both on personal and professional levels. We have adjusted our lifestyle and routines in order to create the most conducive environment for our son and for this we will never have regrets. As many of you know and can even relate too, having a sick child has a tremendous financial impact on a family unit. One day you are both doing well in your careers and the next you are both on leaves stressing and worrying about how you can possibly financially survive such a traumatic ordeal. We have been very fortunate with the support we have received from family, friends and strangers throughout this entire process. It is an amazing feeling to know that there truly are so many generous, good hearted people who truly want to help others. We could never thank people enough for their support whether it be emotional or financial. Support on every level is what has allowed us to cope with and survive this struggle to date. I am sure people can appreciate how horrible it is to be in a position where you need to ask for help. We never imagined our life like this. Pride can often be our worst enemy because it is so difficult to open up to others about issues which are so personal and upsetting. However, sometimes we are forced to do this and as a result people are often very receptive and genuinely want to help. Family and Friends are organizing a fundraiser for Parker on Sunday June 1, 2008 called Golfing "Fore" Parker. If you are interested in buying tickets, selling tickets or helping with the event in any way then we would greatly appreciate it. We are also looking for companies to sponsor holes, donate prizes and/or auction items. If you feel that you would be able to help in this way then that too would be extremely appreciated. The information for the event is as follows and I will leave an e-mail address if anyone is able to help out in any way. We thank everyone in advance for their continued support to our family and we hope to see everyone there! (Daddy hopes to write an article for everyone soon and be sure to check the Toronto Star this week-end for another article on Parker!)

Date: Sunday June 1, 2008 with a 1pm shot gun start
Where: Four Seasons Golf Club www.2golf.ca
Price: $125 which includes 18 holes of Golf (scramble format, 4 players per team only)
Shared use of a power cart - 2 persons riding
A starter pack, including tee, ball marker, green repairer,etc.
Dinner: Served buffet style with choice of:

9oz Sirloin Steak with sauteed onions and mushrooms

or

1/2 BBQ Chicken or 8oz Chicken Supreme

or

Vegetarian Lasagna or Fish

Served with Salad, Roast Potato, Medley or Mixed Vegetable, Assortment of dinner rolls

Assortment of Dessert Cakes with Coffee or Tea

Dinner only: $55.00 per person (76 tickets only)

For more information, to buy or sell tickets or help with this event, please e-mail:

golfingforparker@gmail.com

Bye, Bye, Bottles!

It's amazing how when a child reaches two, parents suddenly start to think of all the things that need to be accomplished within the next year. For us this means a few important things- saying good-bye to bottles, changing to a twin bed and toilet training. Parker has always loved his "ba". I often tell people how it is quite common for Parker to go and sit in our upstairs loft and call for his ba when he has had enough and just wants to go to bed. He has never taken a soother, but his bottle has definitely been an item of security and enjoyment especially at bed times. A couple of weeks ago, I decided to stop his afternoon bottle and have him start using a "big boy" cup for his milk. This has gone quite well. We have begun a routine where Parker sits with me and has his drink while watching an episode of Little bear. Shortly after, I put him to bed and generally he falls asleep well. Night time has been a little different. I think that this is a combination of not seeing daddy much and not having his security item with him. The past couple of nights he has cried more than usual and wants to be snuggled before going to sleep. Overall, I am very happy with how well he is making this major adjustment. I knew that it would not be easy and I am not sure if there is ever an easy time to stop a routine and end something which has been a major level of comfort for a child's first two years of life. My goal was to have bottles finished prior to our return trip to Italy and I am confident that this is a goal that Parker is successfully accomplishing with a little help from mommy and daddy!

This past week-end was a very busy week-end for us as daddy was in a hockey tournament with family and friends. It was so nice to see my husband so energized and excited for something again. Between him and Uncle Mikey, I know that another tournament will soon be approaching and it makes me very happy to see the bond that they share as brothers. It was so nice to have the opportunity to do something fun with both of our families and better yet- to win their division. Way to go, champs!!

Today was a special treat for us as my friend Sarah visited us again with her precious newborn son. Parker and I want to thank-you very much for coming to visit us last week and this week. Maybe this can become a weekly thing? Parker absolutely loves baby Reid and was so excited when he saw them again. He kept staring at Reid and laughing. It is going to be so wonderful when Parker can play with all his cousins and friends because he is such a lovable and kind little boy. His energy and zest for life are truly remarkable.

The Toronto Star will be doing another article on Parker in a few days (possibly Saturday's paper). We have always been extremely happy with every article that they have written and want to thank them very much for continuing to follow Parker's journey.

Lastly, I want to end by thanking a couple of people for some fundraising that they have done for us. My husbands aunt (Kelly) recently did a spice fundraiser for us over the holiday season. We want to thank her and everyone who supported our family by either selling spices or buying them. It is very much appreciated. We would also like to thank Yorkview Public School for their ongoing support for our family. They have started a "Pennies for Parker" fundraiser at their school and we want to thank everyone involved at the school as well as the students for their generous contributions. It is the support we get from others both financially and emotionally that enables us to get through our most difficult days and for this we will always be extremely thankful and grateful.

Parker fast asleep. He always looks so precious when he is sleeping...

Daddy is the best goalie EVER!

Parker saying hi to his new pal baby Reid!

Excellent News!

Well, we continue to try and occupy our time the best we can without daddy. I must admit it is very difficult and we miss him so much. This has been a tremendous change for our family and we are trying to adapt the best we can. We know it is very hard on daddy and not a minute goes by that we don't wish we could all be together.

Although, things have been different for us, we did receive some very encouraging news from our doctor a couple of days ago. Last week, Parker had blood drawn to check the function of his T cells. We have all been very pleased with how well his lymphocytes have been rising and with that the doctors wanted to ensure that they are actually working. We are thrilled to report that when Parker's T cells were tested, they do in fact measure to that of a normal control group. Although, Parker's numbers are nowhere near normal yet, it is extremely encouraging to know that the T cells he does have are actually functioning. This was the best news we could have received and the best possible scenario for where we presently are post gene therapy.
It has given us as parents more hope and assurance that the gene therapy is actually working and for this we are incredibly happy. Now, we will continue to do what we always do- protect Parker and make sure that he is never in danger of being exposed to unnecessary germs which could potentially make him very ill.

We are really looking forward to meeting with Dr. Aiuti and the medical team when we return to Italy in the spring for Parker's one year follow up. It is hard to believe that in a few months we will return to Milan. We are actually really looking forward to our trip. We have been missing Italy very much lately. The lifestyle we created and our daily routine are things we have begun to really appreciate since our return to Canada. As strange as it may sound, it felt like we lived a much more "normal" life in Italy despite the stress we had. I am sure that when the warmer weather approaches, we will be able to do a lot more and establish a nice routine here. I guess it is more the boredom and lonlieness of being confined to our home all day that can be tiring and draining.

Anyways, staying on a positive note, we are extremely appreciative of the medical team that we have in Canada and Italy and are forever grateful to both teams for giving Parker a fighting chance at eventually leading a normal life. I have no doubt that all our dreams are about to come true! I would like to leave you with a few pictures from our baking session yesterday. Parker had a blast and it is something I am going to try and do a few times a week with him. Don't mind the pajamas- who says the Christmas spirit can't overlap with Cupid!

Baker Parker in action. Mixing is a very important step in creating the Perfect muffin!

Are you sure this is what it is supposed to look like Mom? I am not sold on this yet!

Parker smells everything before even considering taking a sample!

O.K that was great. When are we baking again?

Changes....

Well a lot has happened in our daily routine lately. Daddy got a short contract job and has therefore been extremely busy. We are so happy and thankful that his hard work has finally paid off and want him to know how proud we are of him. My husband is one of the most dedicated, diligent workers I have ever met. Although this is only a temporary position, we hope that this experience and his strong work ethics will open the door to more possibilities. As I am sure you can all imagine, this has also had quite an impact in our daily lifestyle and routine. It is incredible how much you depend on someone and lean on them when you go through a life changing experience such as this. I know that this has made us stronger as a couple and although Parker's disease is a daily battle, he has had both of his parents at home with him for over 18 months. We share a special bond with Parker that is very difficult to even try and put into words. This transition has been extremely difficult for Parker as well. We both miss daddy very much and the energy and laughter that he brings into our lives. Parker has not been going to bed at night very well because he wants to make sure that Daddy is still home. For the past couple of nights we have let him stay in our bed for a bit to watch t.v before saying ciao! Although, he will not show it, I know that this has been very difficult for him. We are so blessed to have him in our lives and want him to know that we appreciate everything he is doing to try and make things a little better for us.

Last week one of my brother-in-laws colleagues held an event where she donated the proceeds to Parker. We would like to thank-you so much for this and want you to know how much your contribution and support means to our family. I am so sorry that it has taken this long to thank you on our site. Although, my husband has found short term employment, it will continue to be extremely financially straining on us with the loss of my income and the mere fact that we have both been off work for so long to care for Parker and provide him with the safest environment possible. A loss of income for 18 months for both of us has given us a tremendous amount of stress and worry. We sincerely appreciate all of the help we have received and are extremely grateful of any help we may get in the future so that we may continue to protect Parker the best that we can. If anyone has ideas or is willing to plan an event then we are very appreciative of this too.

Parker had his visit at Sick Kids on Monday and we are thrilled that his lymphocytes went up another 100 to a total of 870 now. The rest of his numbers remained relatively the same which makes us so happy. Our son is such a fighter and we count our blessings every day for the joy that he brings to our lives. I honestly feel so blessed to have a son who is so amazing.

Well, I must go and get ready for our day. The little monkey should be waking soon and ready to go full force. A special thank-you to Nana and Gaga who have been such a tremendous support to us. I am so lucky to have such amazing, supportive parents and we love you very much. Thank-you for your daily visits and helping me out so much with our new adjustment.
Ciao!

A 2nd Birthday Blast!

Mommy is just writing a quick blog today to share some birthday pictures from yesterday. It was such a special day for us and we want to thank everyone who was a part of it for making it so memorable. Parker had such an amazing time and wants to say a special thank-you to his daddy for making him such a fun cake. Parker already knows that his daddy is an amazing cook, but now a cake maker too! A Pablo cake last year and a Cars cake this year- who knows what next year will bring. Parker will definitely be able to choose and daddy will definitely make it happen. Thanks again everyone. We needed such a "normal" day!

I want to make cakes just like my dad when I am his age!

Wow! Can you believe that this is my cake. Isn't my dad the best!!

I figured I should let daddy help me with the candle since he did such a fantastic job!
This really is too cool!

Finally a moment to myself to enjoy all this chocolate!

Just having a moment with Nonno!

Auntie Frannie let me eat all the chips I wanted. I hope she stays like this forever!

Uncle Kyle is right up my alley- some TLC with the TV!

We thank our lucky stars every day for the gift of Auntie Natalie!

Even little guys need some down time the next morning!

Best Friends Forever!